Tuesday, 11th may 2005

Hello ladies and gentlemen.. how are you guys todae? heheh
hmm to tell u all., i had an interesting day at werk todae.. much much much better than yesterdae!! but the thing si that some nrses there still wont trust us students.. even doing a simple thing like changing diapers.. one of the enrolld nurses keep asking us.. can you guys manage? cn you guys do it?
jeezz.. i know we are students but please put some faith onto us can? we will bear the respomsibilty IF anyting happens..
aniwae, today i Fnally get to do OFF PLUG and serving of medication.. so FUN!.. haha
oh ya and to those who doesnt know what off plug is... its the removal of the plug that connects the drip to the body.. and not the plug like eletrical appliances ok!.lol it was easy to do than i thought it would be! heheh
and oh ya btw you know the collapsed patient yesterday? well turns out that he died.. may god bless his soul and may he rest in peace... From what i heard, he died of a heart attack.. poor thing.. looks like 2 more patients will soon follow his death thn if the ermm.. "rumour comes true"
Aniwae.. i did wanna tok to u all abt mi poor mom on mothers day,,,here we go!

Well, it started out as a nice day.. i woke up,, wished her a good day.. thn after doing the basic stuff we all went to mi sister;s house to celebrate.. they did thought of eating at JB but mi mom told mi sis that they have to be home by 5pm as mi 1st bro is coming over and he told mi mom to cook
aniwae the day was abit spoiled for mi sister but we went on aniwae but t eat at GURME instead.. well i thought the food was nice and exceellent.. even though it was expensive and the servigns are small.. but im full nonetheless.. but mi sis thought it was a waste of money$$$$.. so taht was one o the disspaointment.. thn since it was already 3 oclock.. we went home.. i went to sleep.. as i had not enuff rest.. slept at 530 am... hahaha.. while mi mom cooked...

When i woked up, it was looing to 830opm.. iasled mi dad.. and he told mi mi bros not here yet.. so wait for mi mom to wake upp.. she went to call and it turns out that..
" eh mom i dont tink i am coming la.. coz mi wife is home late.. and i tink we could prob be around there somewhere later later at night.."
well mi mom argued of course.. as she cook up all the dishes that he asked to cook.. further more.. mim mom was werking.. yes WERKINg.. ON MOTHERS DAY SOEMMORE!!!

mi brother was shocked so he tried to come.. mi mom a bit sad called mi sis to come ..
aniwae a few mins alter mi bro arived.. [gee that was fast]
He came he ate wife ate children ate and then OFF THEY GO!! like mi house is one restaurant for them.. tell mi wouldnt it pains a moms heart to see their child eat n go.. at least apend like a few hrs there la.. but no.. it was like less thn an hour an he was gone like the wind.. lucky mi sis came with her husband and grandchild.. at least she got some comfort..
but thn she felt even sadder whn mi sis ask mi mom whther mi 3rd bro got called her up.. turs out not... sis went to call him.. and he says..
" how can i remember mom whn mom doesnt remember mi?" [translated fmr MALAY to ENG]
i tell yu i realli felt like severing all mi relatinships with mi half siblings.. feel like Smacking them on their head.. i was like going
" HElloo.. if mom never remmebrs u thn why the hell does she give birth to u? tried to gain custody of you when she and her ex husband got divorced.. ? even helped yu with ur wedding when his father doesnt even want to help him... and this is how you want to repay her back!???"
i said it in my heart of course as i didnt want to dissapoint her...she told us that it was ok... but i know that she cried her heart out later on her way to werk.. as mi dad told me....
sigh,,, i realli wish i could turn back time and let mi mom have an enjoyable mothers day.. all i can do now is just to make her happy...
ANiwae thanks for hearing me out ok guys... i need to go n sleep now.. werking morning tmr.. SEE YA BYEE!!