Saturday, July 30, 2005

22:56

Fireworks!

For the first time ever.. the guys in my tutorial group hang out!! YEAY!! haha.. i had fun with them.. laughin.. making stupid jokes.. and hitting each other's "breasts" wit ou own special kungfu technique.. lol..
Went to NLB today to study.. went from level to level.. no chair..and also hased out by security guard and volunteers.. told us that we cannot study there.. diaoz... WEIII.. cannot understand nurses,.. having practical on Monday and theory on Tuesday... and im only halfway through.. sigh..
anyway..we ended up studying outside the library near the cafe.. lol.. not bad la.. but i was having a headache.. didnt study much..[keep having headaches this days.ICP mus have inreased.. SEI AH!!]
around 1730hrs.. met greg and went to have dinner.. Mos burger and Lor Mee.. yum yum.. and after that went to see "parade"..lol.. actually only saw thier floats.. damn it a lot of roads blocked.. must go through a long long way.. tired sia..went to Suntec play arcade.. then went to see fireworks!!! beautiful.. but too many people.. [I HATE CROWDS!!] then along the way though we saw the president in the limo.. but as Chunghong says quote "who the hell is that" unquote.. cannot see who inside the car..lol..
we seperated ways after that.. me and greg took the bus.. while glen and CH took train.. by that time. parade over.. so many peole.. think train very very crowded.. i thought me and greg lucky. but in the end must walk even further to the busstop.. cause road blocked... AIYAH!!

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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

00:02

thoughts..

what to do.. practical's next week... hoping it be easy to pass.. and hopefully i get what i want.. time to start muggin and less mapling.... tarots.. suddenly i m so into tarots.. usually i think its bullshit bt now begining to change my mind.. if u truly believe in it i guess some predictions may sound true to you.. if not.. it jus be good for a laugh..

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00:02

thoughts..


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Monday, July 25, 2005

00:25

Im RICH!!!

hello all.. guess what.. mI PAY IS IN!! yeay!!. no more begging..lol..
well went out on Sunday.. woke up late around 1 plus.. as usual.. slept late la..
anyway..played a bit of maplesea before calling up Greg to accompany mi cut hair @ far east.. says he call back later.. so invited Glen.. and for the first time.. HE WAS LATE!!! WAHAHAH.. but cant blame him cause i called him at the last minute.. so off we went to far east.. i decided to cut and color mi hair.. not bad woh!! along the way.. Greg met us.. so we went to eat @ Nana restaurant.. i paid of course.since it was Glen's bday!! HAPPY BELATED BDAE GLEN!!
So after makan. went arcade.. go racing.. blardi hell.. i keep losing.. idiot.. always last.. guess racing not in my future..
then on way home.. met mi little sis.. PSYCHO!! i mean Pei Yi.. haven seen her too even though we live just next block. ironic isnt it..
Had fun in the train.. a lot of crazy talk.. the four of us.. haha..
anyway.. looking forward to tommorow's scrubbing lesson.. quite fun to me.. although its pain on the arms..sigh.. See YA!
p/s: thanks for the company Greg n Glen.. [G 'n' G] lol..
pp/s:Be strong mi little sister.. i care about you.. think twice oK!

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Friday, July 22, 2005

23:54

Wht a daY!

HeyHEY! hmm how should i say.. it has been a good DAY!..
i FINALLY GOT the HARRY PORTER BOOK!!! YEAY!! bought it today..22/7..n finished reading it in one day.. lol..
well i really expected that person to die.. but it left me wanting more.. cause not much action.. but i believe the last and FINAL book.. will finally bridge the gap together..now waiting for the next one!!
Second good news.. NYPSO.. got GOLD!!! for the World music competition!! YEAY!! well can i finally say that i am in a gold band.. even though i never participate due to $$$ reasons..but at least i was part of it.. lol.. im veyr veyr happy for them and CONGRATS to you all..
well went out with nad and glen today.. since they accompanied me to buy the book .. it was my duty to serve it back.. although i was slence during most of the journey.. hehe.. SORRY NAD!!
went to HSA to donate blood.. yours truly didnt.. cldnt be bothered.. then went to bugis.. makan.. nd check out the new NLB.
Damn huGE!! and cool interesting building i say... hopefully could go there to study and research...
p/s: Sorry for reading the book while was with you all.. cldnthelp it la..

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Thursday, July 21, 2005

20:51

Scrubbing,,,

My HANDS HURT!!!
haha had scrubbing lesson in clinical lab today.. hmm nice smelll.. but after 2 hours of washing hands.. my hands turning red.. aiyoyo!!
but it was kinda fun doing it.. haha i really cant wait for OT attachment... even though i am scared but cant stay that way 4ever right.. so looking forward to it..
for yesterday's entry, i didnt domuch so i guess it was USELESS to tell all of you mi boring boring life.. lol.. motly i plaed MAPLESTORY!!>. fun fun... but i am not that strong enough..
was to sign up for NS enlistment today.. In the past i was always scared of NS.. scared of being tekan.. scared of failing.. scared of ghost!! lol..
but now i am actually looking 4ward to it.. as i find it quite interesting and kewl!.. the stories i heard from my frens who went for NS.. the laughter, the punishments and the ghosts.. haha.. a group of guys going through hard time together.. learning and failing together.. FUN!! besides in all my life i dont have much male friends.. so that's why i m looking 4ward to it.. Heres to NO HAIR and PUSH UPS!!

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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

22:27

Jiwang!

Heya.. aiya i so in a jiwang mood man.. meaning sentimental.. haha
kept singing songs from morning till i get home.. heartsick la..
mi god.. school was so so so SLEEPY!!
always keep fallin asleep.. as soon as the last lecture ends.. so happy.. thought of going home and sleep.. but meeting greg! long time havent met him.. hes got darker.. n cuter i say..nyahah.. met a few of his friends.. funny people.. very carefree and laughable.. Good.. i like that.. then Greg did some tarot card prediction for me.. bad bad bad.. have to stay defiant for the present and bad luck in the future.. i wonder wht it means...anyway, tought of sleeping but stayed awake.. cant sleep.. cause REEZ! gave me a sec 4 N acad maths algebra problem for me to solve and it took me a long long long time.. [haven done maths for 3 years.. dont blame me.] till i swallowed my pride and ask my fren instead to solve.. and i GOT It!! so simple man.. sigh.. now i feel so ON to buy a maths book and do the problems..haha.. simply i love maths.. but frustrating when u cant solve the puzzle.. but then challenging it is...
p/s:No school tmr..if only i have harry porter.. got something to fill my day...CURSE THEM WHO HAS IT!!

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Monday, July 18, 2005

23:33

One down.. Lots to go..

What can i say.. SO HAPPY!.. haha.. Finally one ICA down.. even though theres still more to go.. but knowing that we had done quite a good job makes me happy!!bsides that everything went well today.. school was ok.. Met hidayah at jurong en route home.. haven seen him for a few months.. hes been good.. looks a bit fatter to me but good.. again he was late as usual.. ARGH!! lucky Rina was there to accompany me, (thanks Girl for your accompaniment!!) Anyway, he was forced into treating lunch.. HEHE.. thats wht u get for being late!! (dont blame me.. from bukit batok to jurong doesnt take more than 5 mins.. but he arrive 15 mins later..--__--``]
Anyway hope to catch a movie with ya next week!! Greg is joining!!!
p.s: i saw this JC guy bought the new harry porter book @ popular.. CURSES!!
i curse hiM!.. may he one day cross the road.. thn got tis cat cross path.. hit by lorry.. kana accident and stay in the hospital until i GET m hands on the new book.. MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

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Sunday, July 17, 2005

22:33

Sacrificial pig!!

So what does todays' title means...
it means that today yours truly beame a sacrifice for the gods of LAZYNESS!! SIANNESS & not forgetting SLEEPYNESS!
*evil Laughter* NYAHAHAHAH!!
Aiya! wish i had money now!!.. otherwise i would have my hands on a harry porter book!!! ARGH!!! would have went out .. catch a movie.. sigh dreams...
but dont worry.. i'll be out of this nightmare by next week.. so in the meantime.. pray for me.. cause i can hear the sacrificial drums and music already.. its time for me to be sacrificed.. God help ME..ARGH!!!

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Saturday, July 16, 2005

21:36

A tribute..

Im sure all of you will agree with me that TIME DOES flies!!
its the time now to reflect on the past ;worry about the future yet stay happy in the present..
what are the biggest regrets in my past?
1) for not taking up piano lessons when mi dad asked me to..
2) for not saving up my MONEY!!
3) for not studying hard during my secondary school days..
But theres no time to regret.. i believe whatever choice i made in the past has brought me to what i m.. i sometimes do wonder if i had made the choice of going to PRE-U instead of NYP.. i might make new friends and get even more stressed but then i wouldnt have met all this wonderful people that surrounds me now... To glen, CH, Fiza, Nad, Iliac, friend, Dens, Siti.. u guys rocked! i wouldnt have asked for cooler friends thatn this.. Colors were introduced to my monochrome life.. Thanks pple!! *MUACKS!*
In the future, i do hope that we will stay in touch! i know some i prob be working with.. i am looking forward to another of our groUp gatherings.. Mahjong-ing all night!! and playing poker cards too.. hehehe..
4rens 4eva ya!

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Friday, July 15, 2005

21:24

Thnk Goodness its Friday!

Well well well.. woke up todae feeling shacked as always!!
cant believe jus come to school for lab practice.. sigh..
anyway, reached school damn early.. cause dad sent me. the journey was mostly silence with a few talks here and there.. mom as sleeping.. i only talked to dad.. havent talked to her since the argument..
reached school webt straight to com lab jus for fun.. thght of doing CBT but wasnt in de mood.. Nasran came over and said hi.. thght of staying longer but was chased out due to one group having a test tehre.. so no choice went straight to clinical lab. It was alright la.. realy i enjoyed Alan's lesson.. his way of teaching is enriching! i really didnt notice when he came in with his shirt n pants all messed up.. sigh.. IM a BAD Observation NURSE!!
after lessons.. went to makan! yum2.. thn went straight home n sleep.. haha haven had a good sleep since monday.. thn cooke dmiself TOM YAM..ACK!! wasnt that nice.. ate while watching MR and MRS SMITH.. storyline was ok.. but ending kinda sucks!
sigh tommorow HArryPorter gonna be released.. and i don have the $$$ to buy it.. gonna have to wait for one week till pay day.. ARGH! jus have to hold on i guess..

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Thursday, July 14, 2005

21:49

14th July 2005

Woke up today, feeling really dejected!
Had an argument with mom about my financial problems..
Said she's ashamed with me for not giving her money,, not buying her stuff.. like OTHER children does to their mom.
And there i was trying mi best not to shout back.. Can feel the tears coming. buti hold it back. repressing my feelings.. MEDITATION!! i focused on the tv.. it does works.. soon the feelings gone but the memory stayed on.. sigh..
fine i M sorry for not giving u money.. i admit i AM a pampered child.. n asking u for money whn i cld save up is BAD of me.. but jus don say that u were ashamed of me.. kena like that dont know how many times.. sigh.. THANKS dorothy for MEDITATION!!
Anyway, i m so fasting next week.. but now my Ezlink is -12 cents.. ARG!!!
School was fine.. thought of skipping first lecture cause very de SIAN!!.. feeling lost after yesterday.. but i dragged mi feet..
met fiza, fren n liana to en route to school..
Dorothy lesson really fun but tt time no mood to laugh.. cause was readin 8 days.. haha
thn eat! met Nad.. n waa mi coloring not bad la haha.. thn spent 30 mins trying to write the word "MOTOR CORTEX" nad offered to write but i don wan.. Ego la.. bsides was in the aspiration mood.. but still now cannot get!..--__--``
lab was fun.. being turned here n there n the CLC .. Allan teachings very fruitful .. wish he was our skill lecturer!
thn went back home.. waiting for anotehr day to come..

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21:42

Can i safely say i am back!?

So let me see.. mi last entry was.. erm year ago!!! wahaha..
ook i tell u... i had no inspiration to continue.. but someone forced me to continue if not he will sue me..(thnks CH) --__--```
Well.. a lot of things has happen withing this one year.. Grown older.. got a bit balder.. but More cuter!! haha.. shamee....
Well i cant write mi past cause i forgotten most of them so i write toady n the future...

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Canon IXUS 400 digital camera
Piano lessons
Harry Porter and the HBF
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Hs3033 ICA(to finish it)
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Someone special
Diet
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