well well well...
its  a SATURdae now.. n i skipped nyp band.. wasnt feeling well.. having a bit of a headache.. n it isnt going away.. due to the construcion works done @ the next house.. NOISY LA.. cannot sleep..

aniwae.. yesterdaes alumni band prac.. was hoping it went smoothly.. i guess it did.. xcept the last end.. b that mi cheng yee and ZH was praying that WKW will not do aniting stoopid.. or act as a jerk!

was reading the entries frm CG n ZH blog.. whn it sets me thinkin about 3 things..
1] y the hell did we come back for...
2] y the hell was alumni band started...
and 3] y the hell their blog damn nice...

aniwae... qn one.. why are we coming back? i mean  y am i coming back?
it set mi thinking... whn also one of mi nyp band fren ask mi..
 "y u go back!!  come nyp band la.. Rebecca never go back  u go back for wht.."
i realli didint know what to say whn she asked mi that!
IT really set mi thinking.. is it about the music? is it bcoz ur a X-tanglinian.. or is it becose of pple u knew.. i chose thought number 3...
the people whom i is still closed to.... ZA,..PY.. PEE.. CY.. ZH... CG.. mArk  n GaNG... mi dearest SectiOn... our friendship is so strong that im even willing to come back for band...

2nd qn... y hte hell alumni band started..
i didnt think it was a necessity.. y was it started? i believe the answer is realted to the ans of mi 1st qn.. friends...
after graduation.. most of us will just leave skool n start a new life to be cool n popular. .. in time we wld have forgotten each other.. y i tink.. if it wasnt for band.. i wldnt even know thesse pple.. m life wld be empty....  but thnks to alumni band.. we are all back to see each other again!...
remmebr the first day of band prac? so many pple turned out.. frm mi seniors senior t mi senior n to those batchs below me... i dont tink tey turned out just bcoz they were once tanglinians.. or bcoz of music.. but i tnk it sbcoz that OUR friendship is still damn strong..... n yet... 2 forces are about to rip us all apart... 
determined to seperate us all forever... 
Its sad to know that these 2 forces dun understand us... y for 2nd practice after the 1st incident... not many of us turned up.. y?.. bcoz of these 2 forces... n yet yesterdae.. after the event... some of our friends are no longer welcome...
its sad to that those 2 adults are so damn stoopid.. cant accept them.. i dun get it.. HIlda.. whom she never met IVAN  TAT zhang b4.. after playing with them.. she quickly accepts them.. saying it was fun to play with mi seniors..
 see.. such happiness that can be brought to the main band.. all destroyed..  y?
bcoz some ore not mi babies..  dun get it again... b4 they took us.. y we didnt even knoe him n her.. n yet she took us.. n find us all adorable... y cnat she n he do the same? their reason?... Y they nevr come back....
DUMB!.. they doesnt even know what happen b4 they came in....
no conductor.. teacehr in charge... about to give up.. band was dying.. mi batch frm 40 to only 5... y wldn u thnk they want to return.. most of us were gone.. n theres no condctor also to conduct us.. wht we played was onli marches.. dman boring..  i hated that time... i shld have quit... but i didnt.. y.. bocz of mi friends n seniors hu trusted me.. had faith in me.. so i continued on... n im glad i did...

sigh... i realli hope nuting else is gonna happen.. if these 2 forces stll do someting stoopid.. im gonna jus walk out n never return....